“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Once he became convinced of the validity of the psychic experience, and his abilities, then all playful attitudes deserted him. He grasped at it tenaciously, and added it to the then unchallenged work to which he had, until then, devoted his main attention.

He is more upset than he realizes over the opinion of others, experts, in the field, that dabbling in psychic phenomena is dangerous for many people. This adds fuel to the fear that he is indeed leading them astray.

He would not drop the psychic work. He never will. The public aspects of it alone brought up the false prophet. Now he has been doing penance in his terms: fasting, I believe it is called.

(10:00.) The feelings prevented him from going ahead far enough to allow his psychic experience to answer some of his doubts, yet he was too convinced of the validity to drop the work.

When Venice’s friend committed suicide some time ago, this affected him deeply, for a session had been held and it did not stop the suicide. His symptoms at that point deepened. He greatly enjoys the psychic and intuitive experience itself, the going ahead, but he becomes worried after that point as to how the ideas will be used and interpreted.