“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(“I’m ready to quit getting even now if you are,” Jane said in answer to a question of mine. “Now, I get the messages and you have to write them down, whereas before you had the ancient records and made the copies yourself. I wasn’t needed, in that way. But I was spontaneous, like I am now, and you needed that then just like you do now,” she said with emphasis. “You were very rigid in the way you made lines, in your work. It’s like it was all black and white then. This time though you’re adding to the lines, and I wanted to be here when you put flesh on them through your painting.”

(There was more, of course, that I didn’t get down, or recall, but it would follow the same vein. It was very revealing. It served to make me think anew that when such memories are recalled consciously, then those involved are compelled to deal with them. I felt a strong depression and regret, as stated before; I could have asked more questions. I didn’t feel like defending myself very often. In answer to a question, Jane said that although reincarnational data would remain buried in many cases, it would still have to be dealt with, worked out in the present life in present terms.

You have always wanted, in this life, to express yourself emotionally in that fashion. You taught him how to direct his emotions in his work. Because of the tensions and the challenges, however, and for other reasons having to do with this existence, Ruburt became worried that you would not relate to him in the emotional way that his nature demanded. You asked me how you could relate to him emotionally. Do you remember, in a recent session?

Now with Ruburt, not necessarily generally, specific suggestions work well, when they are not overdone for example, and the progress then serves as an extra reinforcement. Regardless of the reasons, there are habits of thought, specifically, regarding the symptoms, for example. Psycho-Cybernetics programs will help him there, dehypnotizing him. If he imagines himself easily and playfully, now, mounting the stairs or going down, this will help. He must not tell himself “The next time I will do it right,” but do it as a game, imaginatively.

The main problem being the emotional rapport. Now while this has shown itself in Ruburt’s symptoms, it also showed itself in your work. Yet it was not your problem alone, but a challenge for both of you, as stated earlier in the session. It is important that you see that clearly also, so if you have questions on it ask me when you read this over.