“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(The following material is taken from notes I made at the time, and memory. It wasn’t recorded because we weren’t prepared. Jane spoke too rapidly much of the time for verbatim notes also. Consequently what is cited isn’t in order, either, although this doesn’t seem important in this case. “We were called Zaphorites then, “ Jane said. “I feel like yelling and kicking.” She kicked my foot very lightly. I was prepared if she did go into a rage, but this didn’t develop. “I was part of that cult Seth told you about last time...you know where it was. You really had no use for me or for yourself, while we were together,” she said. “You hated yourself but you couldn’t stay away from me.”

(“Why, I was really beautiful then...I used to pee on our robes—I ripped them off us,” she said, “when we were alone. You wanted me to. But you wouldn’t be seen in public with me, you kept the whole thing secret. You were ashamed to be seen with me—just like you got ashamed to be seen with me now, after I got my symptoms.... I even loved you then, too, like I do now.”