“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(“Why, I was really beautiful then...I used to pee on our robes—I ripped them off us,” she said, “when we were alone. You wanted me to. But you wouldn’t be seen in public with me, you kept the whole thing secret. You were ashamed to be seen with me—just like you got ashamed to be seen with me now, after I got my symptoms.... I even loved you then, too, like I do now.”

(Jane displayed mild symptoms of anger and resentment, which grew somewhat more vehement at times. She also smiled. “Why, that’s where Sumari came from. Don’t you see? I sang and I danced.” In here she sang some Sumari songs. I thought them especially beautiful. They weren’t loud but very melodious and softly syllabled. In between the songs she spoke to me in Sumari. During these episodes I could follow the meanings quite easily; ritual was involved, as well as passion. Listening, I felt a marked regret, and wondered that this other life had seemingly assumed such a strong place in our “own” lives. I asked Jane about this later.

(“I was so beautiful, then, “ she said, “so perfect physically that I relied on that. I disdained anyone who wasn’t physically perfect. I paid no attention to the beggars, or people who showed imperfection...I used to taunt you. I came to your school once: I sashayed around your classes and you just about hit the ceiling....”