“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(“Why, I was really beautiful then...I used to pee on our robes—I ripped them off us,” she said, “when we were alone. You wanted me to. But you wouldn’t be seen in public with me, you kept the whole thing secret. You were ashamed to be seen with me—just like you got ashamed to be seen with me now, after I got my symptoms.... I even loved you then, too, like I do now.”

(“I’m ready to quit getting even now if you are,” Jane said in answer to a question of mine. “Now, I get the messages and you have to write them down, whereas before you had the ancient records and made the copies yourself. I wasn’t needed, in that way. But I was spontaneous, like I am now, and you needed that then just like you do now,” she said with emphasis. “You were very rigid in the way you made lines, in your work. It’s like it was all black and white then. This time though you’re adding to the lines, and I wanted to be here when you put flesh on them through your painting.”

All of these purposes and strains were apparent from the day you met. He quite rightly thought—in, now, a certain framework—”How sick do I have to get?”

You have always wanted, in this life, to express yourself emotionally in that fashion. You taught him how to direct his emotions in his work. Because of the tensions and the challenges, however, and for other reasons having to do with this existence, Ruburt became worried that you would not relate to him in the emotional way that his nature demanded. You asked me how you could relate to him emotionally. Do you remember, in a recent session?

Now I tell you that you are doing so.

We cannot have a session until dawn. I want to give you, therefore some more immediate suggestions. You have, you know, done well with Ruburt since our last sessions. He needed a while to be reassured that you were not going to change back. He does not want you to baby him, nor do I. He is worried that you will think he does.

The foot (when Jane lost a large part of a callous)is an excellent sign, and it also shows you both what suggestion can do. You mentioned the foot specifically, reminding him several times, and this reinforced the suggestions.

Now with Ruburt, not necessarily generally, specific suggestions work well, when they are not overdone for example, and the progress then serves as an extra reinforcement. Regardless of the reasons, there are habits of thought, specifically, regarding the symptoms, for example. Psycho-Cybernetics programs will help him there, dehypnotizing him. If he imagines himself easily and playfully, now, mounting the stairs or going down, this will help. He must not tell himself “The next time I will do it right,” but do it as a game, imaginatively.

You must help him realize that physically he can do more than he realizes. Your emotional rapport now automatically helps. Many of your old sessions on that sort of thing specifically will be of benefit. Again, remark upon any improvements. Do not at this point judge him against your idea of perfect performance.

With the emotional rapport, and following through on the suggestions given, there will be added improvements, and some quite startling. Money-wise you will be fine, and trust Ruburt in money matters. Your shelter (in quotes) “problem” will be taken care of. You will do well.