“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(At about 9:40 PM, as we sat waiting for the session to start, Jane said she felt a bulky “something” off to her right, toward the bay windows in the living room. She didn’t actually see anything, nor did the effect develop further.)

(I didn’t know exactly what Jane meant. Before the session she’d made remarks about it being significant. I agreed that it was but my interpretation of that significance wasn’t as positive as Seth’s, I’m afraid. I didn’t ask Jane what her interpretation of this significance was, by the way. But at first glance I thought a good case could be made for not opening the doors to psychic developments to begin with, going by the contents of this session so far.

(Perhaps I was overly tired. I didn’t consider any such development worth symptoms, for instance, even if they disappeared tomorrow. Eight years was much too much for such an experience....

(“In its own way tonight’s session is as significant as the first session we had,” Jane said. “It’s like you’ve been through a training period you didn’t even know you were going through—and now, in our terms,” she said with surprise, “it’s taken all that time. Like I’ve been scared as hell to move out of the old framework. I didn’t know where the hell I was going...Take the Sumari, and when I hear the voices: what in hell am I supposed to do with those things?”

(“Those attitudes are your own,” I said, just before Seth returned. “Nobody else put those demands upon you; you chose them.” I wanted to add that I had strong reservations about making some choices, even if we had the power to make them, but didn’t have time. 10:36.)