1 result for (book:tps2 AND heading:"delet session februari 24 1972" AND stemmed:steadili)
2/88 (2%)
repression
conscientious
February
etc
job
[... 26 paragraphs ...]
He felt his success put you in a poor light in your mother’s eyes, and the eyes of society. An impoverished artist as a husband he could take with great pride. Once the part-time job continued and kept continuing however, once you had a job steadily, then he felt that others compared you, not with other artists but with other ordinary men who had jobs. And there, under those conditions, you made poor showing.
[... 28 paragraphs ...]
(I got the insight at noon that the conscientious self, or “it”, was so tyrannical because it is being constantly fed charged material, fears, that are steadily repressed. These come from her childhood, her religious upbringing, her own strong moralistic and literal nature, plus probably reincarnational data about which we know very little. Plus overidealizations about me and my work, etc.
[... 31 paragraphs ...]