“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(Break at 10:09. Jane was well dissociated, she said. I read a few paragraphs from the first part of the session to her, since I thought them very important. The material led me to suggest some alternatives to our present routine and attitudes; Jane said the suggestions, which were only speculative at this stage, frightened her, but I did not intend this of course. I was only floundering around trying to find ways of relieving the symptoms, even if this meant suspending ESP classes, or the sessions, or whatever, while we tackled the problems at hand.

His attitude is changing, and has been, and with your help it can change for the better. Any fear is not of the session. While it is not now specifically related to particular past events, it is still related to past training where he was led to believe that he must keep a tight rein upon himself; not go ahead full blast, and restrain the spontaneous parts of the personality, unless they showed themselves in “acceptable” fashion.

The symptoms were the result of strain, then. While they still allowed him to pursue those activities in which he was interested, the conscientious nature, the questioning mind that led him to investigate psychic realities, and that led him to learn so much, did not change overnight. They were of much too long standing.

They continued to question this experience as they had every other, and to apply the same overconscientious tests toward truth. The sale of the book and his influence led him to question anew that if he had such influence, it had better be based upon legitimate truths.