1 result for (book:tps1 AND session:584 AND stemmed:fear)
4/44 (9%)
weather
led
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astray
symptoms
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His attitude is changing, and has been, and with your help it can change for the better. Any fear is not of the session. While it is not now specifically related to particular past events, it is still related to past training where he was led to believe that he must keep a tight rein upon himself; not go ahead full blast, and restrain the spontaneous parts of the personality, unless they showed themselves in “acceptable” fashion.
Poetry was acceptable. In other areas he feared that the spontaneous self could lead to childbirth. In the psychic area he was afraid it could lead to falsehood, much more for example than he feared anything like schizophrenia. With you, for a while, he felt the spontaneous self brought you only trouble—as per the Florida trip and so forth, and that he had better learn to control it.
When you were ill and did not have sexual relations often, he feared that his desires then could even lead him to physical unfaithfulness, and so on all counts the habit of repression and of physical repression also built up. All areas of life were to some extent included then.
[... 9 paragraphs ...]
(“When The Seth Material was published and we went on tour: did this revive or intensify his fears about leading people astray?”)
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