1 result for (book:tps1 AND session:580 AND stemmed:ill)
3/48 (6%)
slowdown
success
tour
fixing
resentful
[... 18 paragraphs ...]
Now he felt that Rebellers, representing his first book success, helped bring about your illness, and this feeling alone is responsible for much of this.
[... 1 paragraph ...]
It came out while you were becoming sick. Your mood was very poor, and he felt that you were angry and resentful at him because of its publication. You were not yet in the throes of your illness, and he felt that this represented the last straw to you—that it was not that good a book, not art as you thought your paintings to be, and yet it was published.
[... 2 paragraphs ...]
He felt that you were his accuser, and punished him by becoming ill. Before that he felt that your negative feelings were largely directed against your parents. At this point he felt they were directed against him. He had put a great weight of trust and loyalty in you, and felt lost, insecure and frightened. At that point he felt completely alone. Those feelings have largely dissipated, so that the loyalty, never withdrawn, is still vital.
[... 23 paragraphs ...]
