“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Your creative energies have always been highly beneficial and positive, and worked for you in ways you may not have known. Their energy has attracted other people to you both, and with all of your negative attitudes the overall impression others received from you, generally speaking, was of creativity.

Now you often projected negative thoughts, not being able to accept the items in the spirit in which they were given. You felt it made you inferior to accept such gifts. This is negative to begin with. You (pointing to me) wanted to feel aloof, and I tell you, superior. There is a knack in accepting and receiving. Your attitude was a rejecting one in general—that is, it was a reflection of a deeper pattern of negative thinking.

Some of this had to do with your own background. There was also a feeling, “Since you do not buy my paintings, do not hand me your junk.” But these people did not feel you wanted them to buy your paintings. You did not project that thought.

Give us a moment. (Pause.) To some extent there was a bottling up of energy, in that you could not take or give freely. You projected your own negative patterns of thought upon those who gave joyfully. This does not mean you look for alms. I did not mean they gave and therefore placed themselves above you. These were quite simply offerings, and they considered them little enough.

Now Ruburt did follow through here with your car, and he simply saw you paying the last of the money, without any idea of where the money was coming from, but believing it would be there while not draining your own account.

That is why I told you that the word abundance was such a good one. Give us a moment. (Pause.) In your prayer episodes deal with Ruburt’s health, and do not divide your efforts. Generally speaking however see a free, abundant flow of energy between you and your environment. I will need to give you more specific directions however, and for these I will wait until your next session.

(“I was wondering about confusing the rest of the personality.”)