“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Here the lesson has been learned and the illness as a method discarded.

(“Does error enter in here on the part of the personality, or the inner self?”)

It was afraid that psychic endeavor would leave it open for further scorn, and it would not for a while allow ordinary motion, until it was somewhat assured that it would not meet with contempt for its efforts. It was particularly afraid of ridicule, rather say than of hatred. (Long pause.) The affair with the school psychologist, and the class here, infuriated him, and he hid his reaction. The school was the college again, you see, and the academic community that had already rejected him as a student in the past. For a while he should have nothing to do with the college.

In the overall, no. There will be later comments I will make here however. There are strong sympathies he has in common with the Jesuit, and also strong disagreements that he does not recognize.

He likes to take it for granted, in quotes “that he has conquered” such matters . In actuality the term conquered in itself is a poor one. Now give me a moment before another question here.

He felt that the professor was bringing his students to show them he was a fraud. His sense of duty was actually a coverup. He knew he did not want the people here, and thought he was a coward. Now give us time.

The girl from the monastery is perfectly all right, as long as she comes here unaccompanied by a monk, or met by one. The Friday episodes should probably be discontinued therefore. There is no harm in her coming to classes, or in the simple fact that she lives in one of the monk’s cottages.

I am trying to get at more material here. When (underlined) you can manage a trip it will be advantageous because of the literal bent his mind often takes. To him a change of environment is a change of mind. (Smile.)

There is more here. See if we can get at it. (Pause.) When he feels he has stumbled he does not walk right. When he cannot look to the right or the left it is because he is afraid to. (Very rapidly.) When his ankle bothers him it is because he fears he might fly off in the wrong direction. When his fingers are full it is because of accumulated bitterness, unspoken. When his periods are late he is “holding out” in quotes until he is certain of his direction.