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He would make no compromises. He still finds it most difficult to understand those like the Gallaghers, who remain in the church while not rigorously believing in each dictum.

Here he has tried to hold back, and yet not hold back. One very large portion of the personality is totally committed to our endeavors. Another portion has so far withheld complete commitment, though the rejection seems greater by contrast. In others the rejection would come close to commitment, but for him this is not enough.

His energy was very purposefully restrained and held back last winter. He denied himself its use to anything like full capacity, for reasons given earlier, and also because he refused to use it rather than misuse it. He had to be more certain of our cause before he would allow himself to direct energy into it.

Now, I could not give you this material earlier, for he would not allow it. It would make no impression upon him had I given it, nor would my appearance have convinced him of anything more than what he would consider his own duplicity. The session itself therefore is an indication of his progress.

Your own attitude now (underlined) is most beneficial, and you are doing him a service that no one else can do; partially of course to help make up for harm that you did unwittingly. He let you (smile) do the harm, but he would have let no one else do it at the time. (Smile.)

(Emphatically.) I am now you see so a part of his system at this moment that no part of his consciousness can sit aside and isolate me. He would like to isolate me and observe me. When he allows himself more freedom,he will be able to sense me in definite terms, though as a rule not during a session.

If your situations were reversed he would have had instant belief in my independent nature. Now, unless you have questions, we will end what I hope will be a most helpful session.