1 result for (book:tps1 AND session:384 AND stemmed:session)
12/39 (31%)
skepticism
misused
presence
Guinnip
wholeheartedly
SESSION 384
[... 1 paragraph ...]
(This session is deleted from the record.
(Jane and I engaged in a long discussion this evening, covering a lot of ground concerning her symptoms, my role, her lingering and bothersome symptom hang-ons, etc. Much of what we talked about is developed in the brief session that followed. For the first time, however, Jane gave voice to some doubts about the sessions that I had not realized she entertained. The purpose of the discussion was to unearth any reasons for the symptoms that we hadn’t touched upon, and we struck pay dirt here. These discussions are uniformly beneficial.
(I did not expect a session to follow the discussion, but at 10:15 Jane announced she could hold one. She began speaking in trance in a quiet voice, with a few pauses, eyes open often.)
[... 2 paragraphs ...]
(Jane’s intellectual reluctance to wholeheartedly accept the sessions and all they implied.)
Ruburt was strongly committed to the sessions on the one hand, and highly skeptical on the other. Your own illness did literally terrify him, and he feared that if he faced his true doubts concerning my existence, that he would hurt you.
(Pause. Jane gives the sessions credit for ending my own serious illness in 1963.)
His own inner belief in the sessions was strong, and is still strong, but the other conflict continued. He misused such abilities in a past life, and this time he is having to work for them.
[... 1 paragraph ...]
We will have a freer hand since Ruburt has vocalized some of his doubts. Before he was reluctant to do so as clearly as he did this evening. Had there been a strong or powerful overall threat to Ruburt, I would have discontinued the sessions. These are growing pains, that are already passing.
[... 17 paragraphs ...]
You are tired. You may end the session or break as you prefer. I have said what I felt necessary, so do as you wish.
You feel my presence, you see, because you allow yourself to do so. (One of the points we discussed before the session.) Ruburt feels my presence now, and during many sessions, and he knows it well. Often he simply distrusts what he feels, but the feeling is primary. The help that the sessions afforded you has been given. It has happened. It is not reversible. (Smile.) You have taken it and used it and made it a part of yourself. Ruburt need have no doubts there.
[... 5 paragraphs ...]
(10:44. Actually this was the end of the session. I had asked for a break only in case Jane had any questions she wanted Seth to answer.
[... 1 paragraph ...]
