“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(I did not expect a session to follow the discussion, but at 10:15 Jane announced she could hold one. She began speaking in trance in a quiet voice, with a few pauses, eyes open often.)

(Pause. Jane gives the sessions credit for ending my own serious illness in 1963.)

He used them indiscriminately. (Pause.) Wait now... He let them run away with him, and is doubly afraid now. He used little common sense, and was overly emotional, reading signs where there were none, and ignoring the fine intellect that he had even then.

This is also the reason for his strong reaction concerning spiritualism. He fears overindulgence. (Pause.) He operated as a professional medium on Guinnip Street, perhaps 451 , or any sequence of those numbers.

He was never afraid of me. He was afraid for portions of himself, for reasons having little to do with me, per se. (Pause.) The spontaneous self he was afraid of. The conscientious self becomes much more pleased as time goes on and others are helped.

He is highly skeptical of AA, when he tries to consider him as an individual person, but is perfectly content to think of him as a force. (Pause.) It is not his early complete acceptance of the Catholic Church that is a block here. It is his disillusionment with the church that followed. For this led him to skepticism. And to a distrust of spiritual matters.