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It is unblocked, and will grow. To some extent you have been waiting to see how his condition would develop, and you will soon feel some release and emergence of energy on your part. Some did come, and you used it well Friday evening.

Ruburt’s abilities began to expand again when he realized he would regain his health in the late spring. (Pause.) The book (Psycho-Cybernetics) will do you every bit as much good as it will do Ruburt, and I recommend it heartily, with some variations, as a basis upon which to build the rest of your days.

He was terrified of anyone in such a condition, and he could not allow himself to be compassionate out of fear. I did not give you this material earlier; quite truthfully, I believe you would have misinterpreted it.

Earlier, he had no understanding nor feeling for the weaknesses of others. He would never imagine himself in their place. Do not mistake me. It is not good to imagine yourself ill, but it is not good to condemn the person who is ill, for that reason.

He was in no position to help others, for he hated their vulnerability. For his own development therefore he needed to face this on his own and conquer it. Otherwise he would never be able to look upon the sick with a compassionate or understanding eye.

There was no easy way therefore, really, though easier ways were available. Had he chosen them, there would have been other problems to face in their stead that would have greatly hampered both his development and your own.

(Pause.) The material just given also helps to explain, you see, the dark emotional depths he traveled, for he followed this very far, spiritually to the depths, and then began his way out. I was a light, but I did not want to help him too much or I would have hampered him. Do you see?

It was difficult for me then also, even though I knew that he would indeed recover.

You were not spontaneous enough as a personality to allow fulfillment of your abilities at an earlier age. Overall this is beneficial, since you were saving your power until you were ready to contain and express it. Earlier it would have frightened you.

(“I thought it would.”)

My heartiest wishes to you both. It is good for him to sleep without a pillow for a while. The personal contact last evening was good for you both. Your hands upon him— this is of benefit, and to some extent you can direct healing energy to him in this manner. Keep this in mind when there is such physical contact. This is of more benefit now than it would have been in the past, and I recommend it. I did not suggest it in the past because your own inner feelings were so confused. You could have done more harm than good, but that is over. There is a healthy interchange of energy now between you both. This is merely an impression: have Ruburt send the poetry book to a company beginning with a V or an L.