“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

You have literally turned over your emotional affiliation now to Ruburt, so you are in this respect free.

The betrayal to her would be bitter. (One minute pause.) She realizes that Ruburt makes you an excellent wife. She hates her and loves her for this reason. In one way, when you were born, she was quite content that your father vanish. She did not want children, yet giving birth gave her a sense of power, the only sense of power she had experienced in this existence, and so she used this power as a weapon when she felt a weapon was needed.

If this is not done then the desire to replace the father is a strong inner problem. It exists for you, now, not on your part because of the successful transference, but on the part of your mother. The three sons, incidentally, agreed as to their parents, and with full inner knowledge of the circumstances that would be involved. This is also true in Ruburt’s case, and in all cases.

Ruburt has not worked on the dream book since Fell’s letter. No coincidence. The poetry is an excellent idea, and is serving many purposes. Work on the dream book should now be added daily however, and the suggestions read before the work is begun each day.

The difficulty at the drinking establishment was due mainly to the encounter with the college girl, who is connected with the nursery school. Ruburt was caught unaware. Nursery school was connected in his mind with physical discomfort for the reasons earlier stated.