“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

He wanted to be the father of boys. There is some matter here not clear, not distorted or blocked, simply not clear, concerning the actual desire for the birth of males, however. He wanted to be the father of three for his own reasons, rather than the father of one or two children, you see.

There has been a certain release given on the part of the mother, who has taken joy from lack of restraint. There are of course reasons why the three sons were born within the family. The vitality of the mother was of great benefit in many ways to the sons.

The fragment also knows that this life is being lived for the particular reason given. A duty is being performed. Certain characteristics and qualities incorporated about a fragment identity for a definite purpose. The fragment is always aware of this, and it is always aware of its inner identity with the whole personality.

The betrayal to her would be bitter. (One minute pause.) She realizes that Ruburt makes you an excellent wife. She hates her and loves her for this reason. In one way, when you were born, she was quite content that your father vanish. She did not want children, yet giving birth gave her a sense of power, the only sense of power she had experienced in this existence, and so she used this power as a weapon when she felt a weapon was needed.

Now. We cannot cover all of this in one evening. Your brother Dick has been connected with your mother in the past, as you know. He and she are part of the same entity. His characteristics are a part of those of that entity. He is strongly a part of her, and was born from her for that reason.

The difficulty at the drinking establishment was due mainly to the encounter with the college girl, who is connected with the nursery school. Ruburt was caught unaware. Nursery school was connected in his mind with physical discomfort for the reasons earlier stated.

It is a good painting. There is simply a reason why you are not satisfied.