“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

The fragment also knows that this life is being lived for the particular reason given. A duty is being performed. Certain characteristics and qualities incorporated about a fragment identity for a definite purpose. The fragment is always aware of this, and it is always aware of its inner identity with the whole personality.

This refusal also in many ways represents your own salvation, or the release at least of several important problems at this point. Any weakness on your part would signal to you the loss of inner independence, the loss of a battle that you had thought over years ago.

If this is not done then the desire to replace the father is a strong inner problem. It exists for you, now, not on your part because of the successful transference, but on the part of your mother. The three sons, incidentally, agreed as to their parents, and with full inner knowledge of the circumstances that would be involved. This is also true in Ruburt’s case, and in all cases.

You are close to releasing yourself in a particular way through your painting, through your work, and you will find this way intuitively. By close here, I mean very close. It is this very nearness that made you dissatisfied with what you had just finished, an inner comparison of this with work you will do in the very (underlined) near future; and no reflection on the leaf painting, except by future contrasts. Some hint of the new appeared in it.