“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Now give us a moment. (One minute pause, eyes closed.)

The man that is left, your father, will be agitated, but then he will feel peaceful. It is almost like a reflex habit, a mechanical one, that keeps him now connected with your mother. (Pause.)

On the one hand the woman takes pleasure that he now seems to need her so desperately. On the other hand she knows subconsciously that the need is actually counterfeit, and she resents this bitterly. (Long pause.)

The whole personality will be much more free to progress. The characteristics were allowed to run their course. It had been agreed between the mother and the father beforehand. The whole personality of the father did not need to be involved after a certain point however, and withdrew. (Long pause; one of many.)

The betrayal to her would be bitter. (One minute pause.) She realizes that Ruburt makes you an excellent wife. She hates her and loves her for this reason. In one way, when you were born, she was quite content that your father vanish. She did not want children, yet giving birth gave her a sense of power, the only sense of power she had experienced in this existence, and so she used this power as a weapon when she felt a weapon was needed.

(10:00. It had been a long delivery and Jane came out of trance slowly. She still felt its effects fifteen minutes later. She had used many pauses. Resume at 10:20.)

Those who make errors withdraw early, as infants. (Long pause.)

Now give us a moment. (Pause at 10:33.)

Again, the peanut oil. And give us a moment again. (Pause.)

There is also some self-protective device here still operating. The attempt to shield himself, you see, a lack of confidence. (Jane made a self-hugging gesture.) He has made increasing gains. They have occurred over periods of time however. (Long pause.)

Give us a moment. (Pause.) Also, do not forget your sketching work. This allows for both spontaneity and discipline.