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▼ TPS1 Session 373 (Deleted) October 18, 1967 3/60 (5%) defiance talent commercial Taurus paintings
– The Personal Sessions: Book 1 of The Deleted Seth Material
– © 2016 Laurel Davies-Butts
– Session 373 (Deleted) October 18, 1967 9 PM Wednesday

[... 25 paragraphs ...]

You were guiltily aware of this, and punish yourself by refusing to allow yourself to make money with good paintings now. This is that key to understanding, Joseph.

[... 1 paragraph ...]

To paint paintings for joy was an act of defiance against your mother, and so you have punished yourself in several ways; by being overly concerned with their quality, insisting upon perfection, and by not making strong efforts to sell them or to work for recognition in that field.

[... 4 paragraphs ...]

Not allowing yourself to make money through paintings also allowed you to punish yourself for what you considered this act of defiance. Two purposes in the main were served. This also affected your work itself to some degree, in that you sometimes inserted qualities in the paintings to hold people off, a remoteness.

[... 26 paragraphs ...]

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