“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

The overly conscientious self also wants freedom of motion toward goals with which it agrees. It operates in a restricting fashion only when deeply suspicious of goals, and this suspicion is usually generated by a lack of communication.

The overly conscientious self is life-sustaining, however. It gives a steady abundance of energy when it approves of overall commitments. It must so approve for any advancements to be made. This gives direction to the spontaneous self. It does not limit the fields of endeavor however. It simply attempts to keep the self united and the energies clearly focused.

It is cohesive. It can become highly stubborn when ignored. It is a rock-bottom portion of the self, a Taurus characteristic (Jane is a Taurus). Of great benefit when it is not ignored, it needed reeducation, and is being reassured now.

It is more than reassured now. It is somewhat astonished to discover that the spontaneous self is no enemy, but a friend and ally. Already it has released energy for the use of the personality. The energy was bottled up in symptoms.

The suggestions Ruburt has written down are excellent, and are helping considerably. He is expressing his salvation now through his poetry, which is natural for both portions of the self. This will also be felt in his dream book, however.

The overly conscientious self has distrusted frivolity. This still somewhat concerns it. This comes from the Irish grandmother. A suggestion that gaiety and frivolity are also natural aspects of life, and joyful celebrations of existence, harmless, in fact beneficial play exercises on the part of the soul, will help here.

Before bed this evening let Ruburt read his suggestions twice. This will take care of any lingering doubts on the part of the overly conscientious self concerning the success implied in the Fell letter.