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Now, if you will forgive me, he sees your mother’s stupidity in important matters. If she is destructive, he sees that this destruction is the other face of love never truly given. It is not aimed, it is a rage, enveloping like a storm of nature, enveloping even the personality from whom it emits, so that the mother becomes a victim also.

They, your parents, are done with each other, your mother being more honest than your father in this respect. (Long pause.) Her rage, you must understand, is the other face of life, vitality and love, and she will not give up her demands. She will try to shove him out, and he will cower before her strength. He always resented her vitality.

He gave up years ago. Her energy made him keep up appearances. Her vitality fed him, but it could not rouse him. Now he in his helplessness pays her back, and she rages against him. The sons left early, but he refuses to leave. She feels betrayed by the sons who left, and the father who stayed.

She will not listen to reason, because reason would rob her of her rage, and all of her vitality is now in her rage. There are reasons in the reincarnational background. Some have been given (in early 1964).

She feels cheated, and has, for he has gone. In a last life she died fairly early, and she would not face life, she did not want to hold on. This time her vitality, chosen by her, forces her to do so. She wants the man she once knew but her rage forces her, and has forced her, to stay alive, with the one part of the man that remained.

She is young in her dreams, and cannot see herself in the old woman. She is expressing a rage that she would not express in the past, and it will purify her and leave her free. Otherwise it would have blemished innumerable reincarnated selves, and prevented any of them from achieving fulfillment.