1 result for (book:tps1 AND session:372 AND stemmed:earli)
4/66 (6%)
rage
father
mother
shell
catharsis
[... 22 paragraphs ...]
Her heavily applied, overly feminine characteristics, were donned by her to hold him in the early years. She had more strength than he. She pretended to be dominated by him, but both of them knew. (Pause.) He would have preferred daughters. She gave him sons hoping to pacify him, but he always felt that the sons challenged his vitality and position.
He gave up years ago. Her energy made him keep up appearances. Her vitality fed him, but it could not rouse him. Now he in his helplessness pays her back, and she rages against him. The sons left early, but he refuses to leave. She feels betrayed by the sons who left, and the father who stayed.
She will not listen to reason, because reason would rob her of her rage, and all of her vitality is now in her rage. There are reasons in the reincarnational background. Some have been given (in early 1964).
[... 4 paragraphs ...]
She feels cheated, and has, for he has gone. In a last life she died fairly early, and she would not face life, she did not want to hold on. This time her vitality, chosen by her, forces her to do so. She wants the man she once knew but her rage forces her, and has forced her, to stay alive, with the one part of the man that remained.
[... 35 paragraphs ...]
