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In Catholic terms he consecrated himself to God as a child daily. He has done so again but without admitting the fact. There is some difficulty here... (pause) not necessarily a blockage, but a misunderstanding.... We shall have to clear it up later.

The overly conscientious self is the part that will retreat, that carries grudges, that believes an eye for an eye, and is relatively uncompromising. It must be made to understand that the spontaneous self is innately good and can be trusted. It needs to be lovingly protected; but lovingly, not hindered nor fought nor held down.

The grandfather was as rigid in his way as the grandmother. He was afraid of his own thoughts as a child, believing that thoughts could kill. The unspoken bitterness against his mother built up inside him. He considered it wrong, and could not release it. Hence the Pollyanna attitude at times, a desperate attempt to cover up thoughts that are spontaneous, but that are considered evil by the conscientious self.

It participates in the construction of some dreams having a more or less important role according to some circumstances. Punishment can be meted out in dreams, you see. But also moral encouragement can be given in dreams.

(“But these moral encouragements could conflict with the spontaneous self, even in dreams?”)

The two sessions have wearied him some, but will overall be highly advantageous.