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▼ TPS1 Session 367 (Deleted) October 1, 1967 3/106 (3%) overconscientious success Crowders unworthy spontaneous
– The Personal Sessions: Book 1 of The Deleted Seth Material
– © 2016 Laurel Davies-Butts
– Session 367 (Deleted) October 1, 1967 9:15 PM Sunday

[... 15 paragraphs ...]

There must be self-sacrifice, to some degree self-mutilation. And even hence you see the loss of weight. The dark side of the mystic, I am afraid.

[... 6 paragraphs ...]

Scrounging about, taking secondhand items, allows him to accumulate some extras with impunity, because they are not new. He is deeply afraid of finishing his book for fear it will sell. He sends out messages pressing for the success of his original book, and sends out equally strong ones urging that it not be accepted, that it is not a huge success. This is the original book. (The ESP book.)

[... 14 paragraphs ...]

He is afraid of the bed and the bedroom. (Pause.) He fears he will die in his sleep and face eternal damnation. There are no windows to escape through, he feels, no available roof. (Pause.) He feels freer under all circumstances in this room (the living room) because he could run out onto the roof.

[... 67 paragraphs ...]

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