1 result for (book:tps1 AND heading:"delet session novemb 29 1971" AND stemmed:test)
2/72 (3%)
love
woo
him
insurance
right
[... 16 paragraphs ...]
As mentioned earlier in other sessions he felt, erroneously, for some time that your love for him depended upon his performance as a writer and in sessions, since it could not be his by right. He had to test the love therefore by skipping sessions to see if you still loved him. If you objected it meant you did not.
[... 20 paragraphs ...]
There was also the idea of channeling that energy into our sessions, this of course at a deeply unconscious level. Instead he felt that you latched upon the sessions so that they came before he did personally—that you demanded performance there in sessions, while not in bed. In an odd way he felt that you used them against him, in other words—this during the time of tests, in that area.
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