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DELETED SESSION

(This is the regularly-scheduled session for January 20, 1971. It is deleted from the record. For the first time in several years, the session was held in our bedroom.)

(True. This is a very meaningful and important paragraph. Since the session for January 18 was held, Jane has noted some dramatic improvement in her condition since she began following these ideas. We have been working at them.)

Your discussion this evening, and events since our session have been to the point, and beneficial. Particularly your comments concerning Ruburt’s behavior with the first husband. When the two of you have had any personal difficulties then Ruburt became twice as angry and fearful about your parents. At one time he equated you with Walt in his dreams. The dreams were meant to show him he was repeating a pattern of behavior.

(10:05. Jane said she was out “pretty good.” She said Seth must have her out good in order to get this material out, or she would break right out in the middle of the session. I also thought I had detected an emotional charge in her voice while she was in trance—something which is very unusual, etc.

(We were having the session in our bedroom for privacy. Jane at break asked me to take down an oil painting of hers that, she said, represented her childhood home on Middle Avenue in Saratoga Springs, New York. She had painted it several years ago, in very dark and gloomy tones.

The physical effects in Saratoga at your last trip (summer 1970) were caused by guilt, Ruburt feeling that he was so close and would not visit his mother. Now take your break. One point: These attitudes and feelings must not remain simply a part of a session. They must be discussed by both of you with emotional interplay allowed for, emotional release.

We are going to end the session shortly. He feared he was going beyond your reach, and he could have in a very real manner. This idea alone terrified him. He feared that on your own you would not make the effort to pull him back, and yet he would not ask you to do so. To show that he still has some reachable foibles, you still aroused a spark of his old enthusiasm earlier this evening when you suggested that his place (our apartment) still did have possibilities if your eyes were opened to them. So pursue that.

Now I will end our session. My heartiest regards to you both, and a fond good evening.