1 result for (book:tps1 AND heading:"delet session januari 20 1971" AND stemmed:apart)
4/52 (8%)
protest
fears
terrified
mother
accuser
[... 18 paragraphs ...]
He therefore drastically overemphasized your attitudes and moods during your illness. The feeling that you did not need him began to grow out of normal bounds in Florida. Lately the apartment seemed frightening to him because he felt like a rat in a maze, reacting to the same stimuli in the same way, without knowing the reason and without the introduction of any change.
[... 16 paragraphs ...]
It was the only thing that set him apart under welfare conditions, the mark of distinction that got him to college by the skin of his teeth, and it was, he felt, what made you love him. Therefore if you had criticisms about his work, if you did not like it, you would not love him.
[... 11 paragraphs ...]
We are going to end the session shortly. He feared he was going beyond your reach, and he could have in a very real manner. This idea alone terrified him. He feared that on your own you would not make the effort to pull him back, and yet he would not ask you to do so. To show that he still has some reachable foibles, you still aroused a spark of his old enthusiasm earlier this evening when you suggested that his place (our apartment) still did have possibilities if your eyes were opened to them. So pursue that.
[... 2 paragraphs ...]
(End at 11:06. As of the following Sunday, we have already redecorated—to some extent—the apartment, with very good results. This includes some new yellow curtains for the living room and Jane’s office, etc.)
