“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(I felt good when this session began, yet began to feel anger as it progressed. Part of this was probably defensive. I think also the anger partly stemmed from hearing the same things over again in some instances—that is, that we had made so little progress seemingly in dealing with vital points. But the expression of fears was very beneficial, we thought, and surprisingly this was new for both of us.

Ruburt became afraid that the thyroid condition would lead into erratic behavior, and after the Florida incident he slammed doors to expression down. Because he appeared so talkative, you did not recognize the point where he began to hide his fearful thought or feelings from you. This was during your illness when he felt they threatened you.

From that situation be could not or would not run, but in his mind he saw the two of you running free of all of them. He gave little expression to his feelings toward your mother, in a mad rush to get to the respectable and responsible attitude he thought he should have.

(As Seth, Jane gestured to me to wait. I asked the question because I thought we had cracked this wall over the weekend, and was anxious for confirmation. I thought we had made a very important start.)

The body does not have control over the conscious thoughts.

However, when care is taken to relieve the inhibiting nature of conscious thoughts, the body organism sends up energetic emotions that act as physical impetus. That is why a feeling of hopelessness is so destructive.

I understand your problem. You cannot quite get it through your heads that your thoughts form your reality.

(“No, I believe that. But I get very mad at the way other thoughts interfere with good or healthy constructions. I probably mean that I get mad at the way old habits, bad ones, interfere, or come first. I know what I mean here, but I’m not putting it very well.”)

This is part of the learning process, something that must be understood before you leave your last reincarnation, and it is precisely for this reason that you deal so directly now with thoughts, subjective states, and their effects.

(11:05. Jane said she was pretty far-out, etc. I thought the material excellent. Resume at 11:12.)

(“What did happen after the tour? I always thought something happened after that, to cool things off.”

Methods mainly of finance having to do with the company itself and with the recession, and with which books they thought would make the quickest returns. Not necessarily the more stable long-run returns.

(11:35. I thought Seth’s advice very good, and indeed that this is probably one of the best sessions we have ever held. I am sure it will produce excellent results.)