1 result for (book:tps1 AND heading:"delet session februari 10 1971" AND stemmed:love AND stemmed:hate)

▼ TPS1 Deleted Session February 10, 1971 3/77 (4%) success appalled pendulum furious succeed
– The Personal Sessions: Book 1 of The Deleted Seth Material
– © 2016 Laurel Davies-Butts
– Deleted Session February 10, 1971

[... 32 paragraphs ...]

Now. Since your reaction when Rebellers was published, he feared that you would grow to hate him for any success, if you did not succeed, since his success he felt was largely at your expense—you bought him the time in which to work.

If he succeeded he might lose your love, in other words. He closely watched your reaction after that. On a few occasions he found it negative early in the game, but any criticism later of his relationship with publishers was taken to be a symbol of an anger with him because of his books, period.

[... 4 paragraphs ...]

At the same time he projected his fears upon you, thinking that you loved him only because he was a writer. Then why were you not pleased with his success, you see?

[... 37 paragraphs ...]

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