“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

You would find something to be angry at, he felt, so he tried to succeed and not succeed. The answers given by your pendulum also apply to my book, and to some (underlined) of our missed sessions in general. While you vigorously upheld the sessions, he still felt that to some extent, again, their success would undermine you.

(9:50. I was appalled, and I suppose that from my own actions Jane was too. For the moment at least I felt terribly discouraged. While Jane left the room for a brief time, I asked my pendulum a question, and received this answer: “I don’t think Jane wants to get well.” The question had occurred to me during last night, I believe, but I had forgotten it until now.

(When Jane returned I told her about it. I believed the answer I had received, saying that the pendulum hadn’t steered me wrong yet on any major question. For obvious reasons I hadn’t asked this question before. Resume at 10:01.)