1 result for (book:tps1 AND heading:"delet session decemb 14 1970" AND stemmed:felt)
9/79 (11%)
morose
knees
weekday
emotional
cold
[... 4 paragraphs ...]
(Since I have great faith in the pendulum, I wanted to know why it insisted that I did not have a cold—when I had felt poor indeed all week. I hadn’t tried to do any in-depth probing with the pendulum.)
[... 7 paragraphs ...]
You felt to some extent that you had fallen down in taking advantage of the sessions, that you were not putting into practice certain behavior there suggested. (True.) There were of course other reasons also. The question you asked in our sessions was in your mind symbolic of a lack of communication still between you and Ruburt, at deeper levels. (The question about the Claire TV show.)
[... 9 paragraphs ...]
(This I did not suspect.) Another point. You also felt that the symptoms would take Ruburt’s mind off of his own for a change, and also let you see how, if or when your reactions to other people were changed or altered because of your indisposition. (They were.)
[... 19 paragraphs ...]
I am giving you some good information. Whether you wanted to or not, he felt that you had.
Now. Give us some time on this, and remember we have not given that particular material in that way before. (True.) He felt that you ignored him when you became ill—that you were growing so morose that you felt life meaningless. Then the sessions came (in 1963), and he felt they had saved you both.
They also served to see to it that the two of you spent more time together. Then he felt that all he meant to you was contained in the sessions, that as a woman and a wife you found him far less fascinating. Other background information you have been given, and this is background for what is coming.
[... 6 paragraphs ...]
Now give us a moment. It seemed to him lately that you did not want to dance when he felt at his best, and you wanted him to when he felt less well. Both of you have been making adjustments since our last two sessions, and in a way Ruburt’s knees represented the same kind of problem as your symptoms—matters brought to the head, and yet not acted upon.
[... 21 paragraphs ...]
(Seth returned again when I asked Jane if she could explain why she felt bad on weekday mornings:)
[... 3 paragraphs ...]
(Jane agreed to make an effort to think of it this way. In any event, she got up with me rather easily this morning [Tuesday], and told me her knees felt better than they had in some time. It was obvious from her actions.)