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Now Ruburt’s energies are being released, and once this process begins, as it has, then all the inner improvement will seem to appear at once, though they are the results of several months. The psychic work will pick up, and indeed already has. The desire shown in your personal life on Ruburt’s part is very important. Ruburt should tell himself now that all other tensions can leave through his fingertips, not back up there you see but go completely outward. It will help if he imagines tension streaming outward through the fingertips. His idea to have long hair (smile) at this particular point is beneficial, for it means to him the luxury of both sexuality and sense, sensual extravagance. These qualities directly in opposition to the overly restrictive, puritan rigidities that he was in the past heir to.

Give us a moment. You felt that the situation was too hot to handle. You were afraid of getting burned. You were even frightened enough lest you lose your own footing in the psychic atmosphere. You wanted to leave but felt it best that you stay, since Ruburt sees his father so infrequently.