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Ruburt’s attitude is his own. I have not imposed it upon him. He reacted last month when he had an experience of release and joy.

These remained until another intuitive realization (tonight) would free him. Our sessions have also had their basis in spontaneity and creative energy, and the spontaneous nature always shows itself. You merely set the form through which the spontaneity flows.

Now my humor and my sense of joy are obvious. I would hardly then impose responsibility as opposed to joy upon Ruburt. It took him some time to accept the fact of the sessions, and when he did so nothing would do but that he overdo, and accept them as a task rather than a joyful creative endeavor.

This resulted in uneven attitudes. I know him, and hence I have suggested the periods mentioned in our last session, with weeks set aside for sessions, and time off from them. He knew he was free to take time off at any time, but he was afraid that if he did so he might be deprived of the sessions entirely, and such is not the case.

He has been able to see for himself how inner heaviness of spirit is instantly reflected in his physical condition. He knows this. He is now free enough so that the spontaneous method of working on our book came to him, and he began working upon it in that manner today.

It is no coincidence that he also began working upon a novel idea, and no coincidence that further insights appeared to him this evening, and that the physical organism was almost immediately relieved. The changing of the room is also symbolic, and beneficially so.

On that particular evening I was in the room. He and I had been discussing his development. He was in a dream state, and in the dream I appeared to him in the form of a pyramid of lights. We were communicating telepathically.