“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

At times you become jealous of your energies. You fear that direct psychic experience in terms of projections could rob you of the energy you should put into your painting and quite unconsciously, though not entirely, when you are focusing upon your painting strongly with particular inner vigor, then you close the door to personal psychic adventures out of a misplaced jealousy for your art.

You (smile) with your peculiar interests, can (underline) roam quite freely, art galleries and museums, in either the past, present and future, in those terms, and a sufficient impetus will help you do so. In other words, if you tie your psychic endeavors with your love of art there will be no difficulties. Simply the knowledge that the psychic endeavors will help your creativity should be a sufficient impetus.

You may take your break. You must not consider psychic endeavor as a rival to your art, but instead as an aid, with which the best of artists have always been blessed. (Emphatic, leaning forward.

You felt that actively going out however, in terms of a projection involved a greater effort and energy, and this particular aspect you had not tied into your art. You may continue with your break.