“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Both occasions panicked you. (Pause.) During one your mind was extremely passive. You were sitting down. I see you bent over a table, either reading or drawing, in the front upstairs room.

(This agrees with my circumstances when I lived at home. In my school days I did not have a drawing table, but worked bent over at a card table in the front upstairs room, with a small drawing board in my lap, resting on the edge of the card table. I shared this room with my brother Loren. Jane has been in the room many times of course, but did not know the particular circumstances of my working just described.

(Jane saw me bent over with my right hand moving, either writing or drawing. I did both at the card table. She did not say from what angle or position she saw me, and I neglected to ask her.

It would also break your mother’s heart; for she does not understand this son at all. Of course he is concerned over his own health. You are too guarded when he asks for recommendations, and Ruburt’s impulse there has been correct. He also looks to you for guidance, and basically (underlined) seeks your support.