“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

The paraphernalia, arranged in neat cubbyholes, to you represented paraphernalia of a subjective nature that stood between your father and the use of his abilities. The periodic clearing away in which you and Ruburt both indulge is beneficial from several viewpoints.

The constant line of chatter developed by your one brother (Loren, a year younger than I am) was of course a defense to close out the constant telepathic storm. Your young brother (William, 9 years younger) never set up adequate defenses, so that his own mood swung, willy-nilly, as the psychic climate varied.

He was shoveling coal up into buckets, very angry. You stood in the doorway and actually heard his thoughts in your head. (Pause.) You were so startled and frightened that you ran. In your father’s anger he had wished that your mother was dead, or that she would leave and take her brood with her. (Pause.)

You should be able to do this when you are painting. Do not try too hard. Take it for granted that he will appear to you in the studio, somewhat in the same manner as your other visions, But alone, normal size. You may feel his presence first, and then look around to see him.

He may also ask your opinion as to whether or not he should ask his mother to live with him. Whether or not he asks, he has been strongly considering it. It would be a very poor move.

It would also break your mother’s heart; for she does not understand this son at all. Of course he is concerned over his own health. You are too guarded when he asks for recommendations, and Ruburt’s impulse there has been correct. He also looks to you for guidance, and basically (underlined) seeks your support.