“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(Tam was a little nervous as time for the session approached, and Jane was also. The situation was not without its humorous and friendly aspects, and the session began a few minutes early. Jane began speaking for Seth, in trance, in a voice good but not exceptional. Her eyes opened often; pauses, gestures, etc., as usual.)

Give us a moment here. (Pause.)

This is an outline. Hopefully it will be filled in at a later date. (Pause.) 1204 to 1248... Our friend then a male.... Let me give some other material here first however, in this connection.

A great exuberance and a great need. A desire to communicate, and yet a fear of being swept away. (Pause.) An expansiveness that is genuine but a fear, a fear here for the basic integrity of the self, a fear of being swept away, of not being able to hold the self in as if he fears it could bleed outward and leave you.

You sensed energy flowing outward and resented its flow, fearing to lose yourself. Now you are learning to utilize, receive and translate new energy from other layers of the self so that you will not feel depleted. (Pause.)

Give us a moment. (Pause.)

(Pause.) Now, you see that I am a friendly chap (smile), indeed an old dog with a long leash. Give us a moment. (Pause.)

Now give us a moment here. (Long pause, eyes closed.)

The monks were routed out much later from this monastery, in the 1400’s —that is, the order itself. This was later than the time when you belonged to it. (Long pause.) The name in the order seems to have been Aerofranz Marie (my phonetic interpretation). I believe at that time the members of the order also took names that were derivative of Mary. (Pause.)

Now. (Long pause at 9:36.) Death (pause), as you engaged in a skirmish. Three villagers were hunting, it seems, on monastery ground. The death was an accident. You yelled out to tell them that they trespassed, and tripped upon a rock. You were knocked unconscious, and the townspeople ran. You came to and wandered through fields at night on a far side of the monastery, and came to what seems to have been a body of water.

It can do more for you than you are letting it do at this time, for it has depths that you are not using. (Long pause.) You allow it freedom in terms of radius. You let it range, but you have not as yet learned to let it go as deeply as it can.

Now. There are several fields in which you would do well—and acting is one where you would speak as well as write the words, you see. (Pause.) You may be appalled, but you would do well as a salesman, connected with public relations and business; that is, some of your abilities would serve you well in these fields.

Give us a moment. (Pause.)

Now. (Long pause.) I should say more to make my point clear on this matter of the intellect.

Now. Give us a moment. (Pause.)

There is an innate love of travel that is not being indulged. There seems to be some preoccupation with speed that I do not understand. (Pause.) Either he is preoccupied with getting things started, or has a fear of going too fast, but there is an uneven pace beneath a calm exterior. Something seems to hold him back.