“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Now. Ruburt must indeed prime the pump, as they say.

(A one minute pause.) We have mentioned this earlier. In his mind religion was connected with self-mortification. On the one hand it set itself against spontaneity. The organized church feared it. On the other hand Ruburt was spontaneously religious.

Unfortunately the situation also involved your intimate lives. The intimate relationship added to Ruburt’s sense of safety. The regular writing recommendations given here will help also in that connection.

Earlier the symptoms themselves masked the lack of spontaneity in writing. Now the symptoms are not so pronounced and the other problem, which was there, shows. His mother, for all her emotionalism, stressed intellectual control, contrasting it with the father’s lack of control. Ruburt is at the tail end of these inner problems that have been there in this life since childhood.

This session should throw considerable light upon them. I would never suggest continuing with the sessions at the expense of Ruburt’s mental or physical health.

Now. My dear Joseph and Ruburt…

The stresses and strains also create the unbalances that initiate creative endeavor. On Ruburt’s part the early religious experiences also initiated the deep quest for inner knowledge that is behind all creative endeavor, and that served as an impetus.

Personalities bent upon great endeavors often set themselves great problems. The problems are not meaningless. They are like examinations. (Long pause.) In Ruburt’s situation in the present, he is in your terms, freeing himself. He has just been through one of the most difficult problems that he set for himself.

You could have chosen not to develop these latent abilities at all. You could have developed other latent abilities in their stead. You settled upon your particular life situation with certain problems and challenges in mind. In helping Ruburt free and use his own strong spontaneous nature, you also free your own spontaneous self. That particular problem then is also a challenge and a way of development for you both.

A need was met. In the past Ruburt would not have permitted this. My answer tells you of course that the last dream was also precognitive.