“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

I am here. Now. Ruburt just now wanted to tell you that he felt somewhat differently now immediately before sessions.

He finally is more aware of my presence. I have a few remarks for you that should be gratifying. Your own lingering symptoms will disappear as Ruburt’s lingering symptoms disappear, and he has made great strides, as I think you must now, my dear friend, agree.

The book he is writing now is merely a beginning, and an excellent one, the act of faith from which other developments in your own psychic lives will grow. His writing ability has always been based on intuitive leaps. In fiction and poetry he allowed himself this intuitive freedom, but he was afraid to apply it to the real physical universe. This is why his most effective and publishable fiction was in the form of fantasy.

There were two worlds to him instead of one, and he would not apply his intuitions to physical life directly. Nevertheless he helped develop your inner freedom so that you could apply it to your painting. There will be changes to come in your own work, and you are now reaching toward them.

There are interchanges of energy within you constantly, as you know. Your personality per se changes in this life. It is never static. The components of Ruburt’s personality and of your own, Joseph, have changed since our sessions began. Now, Ruburt’s whole personality had to assimilate the knowledge that he was receiving, but this automatically changed the personality from what it was.

He literally could not operate until he assimilated these new experiences or denied them, in the main. Your encouragement was essential, and your support and encouragement is now. You are separate individuals and quite separate personalities, and you will continue to exist as separate identities. Nevertheless you are also part of other identities. And you two, you two form a gestalt, so that working together you have more knowledge, ability and information than you have separately.

Now there are ways you are not using that will enable you to take advantage of that psychic and psychological gestalt formed by the two of you. Joint psychic endeavors should be very successful and help you both develop your abilities further. Joint creative endeavors will be very successful if you ever attempt them. You do not realize the extent to which your own intuitive abilities have been awakened by your contact with Ruburt. He does, I believe, realize how his have been collected together and directed because of his association with you.

Ruburt sensed that he had a particular destiny since birth. In his own way he has tried to be true to this, but his own critical faculties threatened to disunite him. Now alone he would not have been able to proceed. And alone, Joseph, you would not have been able to proceed in the way your entity intended. (Pause.) Are you tired?

Your present personalities need sexual fulfillment, but the main energy of your life is in other directions. This is why you did not marry young, Joseph, and why Ruburt first chose a man in whom he was not sexually interested. Your deep attraction in this life has strong sexual connotations that must and will be satisfied, but it goes beyond this. (Pause.)

I will let our friend off and close our session. He will learn to operate within this new trance state quickly. His intuitive knowledge however will become a part of his present personality. (Jane gestured, amused.) He will not turn into me. This is one of his secret worries, you see. (Partial laugh.) He is not going to give up fun, and become a long-faced spiritual fogy. Even I am not that.