“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

First of all, the affair with the woman, Billie, was quite legitimate. I was present, as an overseer, and Ruburt did well. His abilities here will improve as his faith in them improves.

Finally however he has been led toward a greater acceptance. His doubts have held back the overall quality of our material, since I was not often allowed to come through completely enough.

This was not always the case, but in too many instances my intellect has been held back by the stubbornness of his ego. His own abilities have not therefore grown at the rate which was possible. As you know, some of this conflict has been expressed with beautiful and frightening simplicity through physical symptoms.

Now. A connection with a young man who played football. Now either there is an Ohio connection with him, or his name began with an O, and was short. Another young woman beside his wife, with a name much like hers, this Mary connection still returning.

1961. An event of which Philip has not told you, that involved him, or could have involved him in a change of important consequence. A disruption, a decision made on his part, that was in the overall beneficial. This may have involved a woman.

(10:47. John said that nothing in the impressions meant anything to him; he could see no connections—so much so, he said, that as Seth gave the impressions John wondered if they were really directed to him. Since the data was remarkably consistent in that none of it applied to John, Jane and I began to wonder if it was not displaced from someone else.)

(Jane’s voice had been subdued giving the data. When she resumed it was stronger at 10:58.)

The error having to do with the name Philip—the minister at one time in his life was called Phil. The upsetting circumstance mentioned—the decision—representing the basis of conflict that perpetuates many of his physical symptoms. This material was received last evening, and displaced in this evening’s session. It could have been delivered last evening, you see. (Long pause, eyes closed.)

Now give us a moment, though we shall not keep you much longer. The minister, by the way, was recently from a town—Allison, or Addison. Perhaps this at least you can check for your purposes with Ruburt’s student. (Venice McCullough, at whose home Jane spoke.

Your material was displaced, but I hope you are not displaced.