“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Now. (Pause.) Ruburt has only now begun to take those necessary steps that lead to total commitment. His personality is so constructed that he cannot give time, without conflict, to any matter to which he is not totally committed, or to any matter about which he has any serious doubt.

This was not always the case, but in too many instances my intellect has been held back by the stubbornness of his ego. His own abilities have not therefore grown at the rate which was possible. As you know, some of this conflict has been expressed with beautiful and frightening simplicity through physical symptoms.

The error having to do with the name Philip—the minister at one time in his life was called Phil. The upsetting circumstance mentioned—the decision—representing the basis of conflict that perpetuates many of his physical symptoms. This material was received last evening, and displaced in this evening’s session. It could have been delivered last evening, you see. (Long pause, eyes closed.)

Within a month, at the most two months, I believe, an offer, now to our Philip, of a new position. The neck difficulty (John B.’s) caused by inner conflict, resulting in a slight misalignment of the 4th vertebra. (Long pause.)