“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(While giving much of this data, Jane did not speak as smoothly as the notes might indicate. The Seth voice did not show at all, nor were we aware of his presence. Jane’s manner of delivery was quite usual as far as stopping, pausing, repeating, etc., was concerned—the usual manner of speaking.

Now. This note was in a closet… An inside pocket (pause), a pocket up high like a breast pocket, rather than down low. I don’t know that much about (male) clothes. Written in the month of November (that could be), shortly before or after medical examination. (Was having lots of exams that November.)

S A C S… I don’t know what this means… Initials or anything. (Pause.)

This room seems to be less closed in than the one planned… and will make him feel less trapped. If he walks in the night and is restless he will have more freedom without bothering others… (Long pause, eyes closed.) You will have to give me a moment here…. (Pause.)

I feel that Billie is pretty close about. There is something about a… I seem to sense Billie at this time wearing dark-colored dress, not black, that Jerry might remember, of violet or purple color. Some kind of velvet material… A kind of soft material to the touch. It looks like velvet. At one time it had a white collar that could be detached. (Pause. Jerry doesn’t remember. She was dressy. Very.

It could be “tip-up time”. Having to do with a drink, and with Jerry’s father. (Pause.

There seems to be a Tony with her now. (Pause. ? Unless lost child was named Tony. Jerry and aunt have heard of a Tony.) Jerry tried too hard, consciously, making any contact difficult.

The song, “Little Brown Jug, you and me…” (She liked this.) 1936 (bad accident and lost child), and it seems to be connected with an appendix operation. (Did have an appendix out. Long pause eyes closed.)

(Jane’s eyes had remained closed, as far as I could tell. Her pace had been fast at times, pauses about as usual in a regular session. She sat quietly for several moments beginning at 3:30, then resumed in trance.)

The name Polly? (A long pause, eyes closed.) She tried to come through in a vision sort of thing to Jerry one night—this isn’t Jerry’s dream—two months ago. (Yes. Jerry felt she was there, right behind her.)

Now it’s later and he’s just sort of sitting there and he’s drinking and they’re in the kitchen and she threw something—and she says now she’d rather he (pause) was really full of life again like he was… Rather than like an old man…

She wants him to be his old self. (Pause, head down.) I seem to see a distant connection with Wisconsin (? Will ask aunt), on Billie’s part, I think… A wedding anniversary and a string of beads. (She wore beads a lot.) She was trying to get through Jerry to get to the father because she wanted him to know that she was with him as much as ever, and then she sort of laughs and says more so, probably more so.