“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Now. Our friend Ruburt was bound to come to this point. Regardless of what he believes about himself, his complete belief in me will only be arrived at intuitively and emotionally.

It was indeed intuitive and psychic connections that brought me here, and it will be intuitive and psychic connections that finally cause Ruburt to accept me wholeheartedly.

(A long pause, well over one minute; eyes closed.) His poetry copies were in a room predominantly blue, light blue, and pink. (Pause.) The file cabinets were beneath another piece of furniture, or a top board of some kind. (Pause.) There was some question as to what would happen to letters from Ruburt, and others. The letters are still in a strongbox, and have not been destroyed, but Anne Healy does not have them. They have been overlooked. (Long pause.)

There was a Saturday afternoon on a November or December 2nd, (pause) that Blanche Price deeply regrets. Something that bothered Anne Healy. Now either the date, the year, was 1938, or the reason for Blanche’s actions on that afternoon date back to 1938.

She said things at that time that wounded Miss Healy, and her message is that she regrets the words deeply, particularly now. (Pause.) I believe the incident occurred near the supper hour, and in a dining room or restaurant. A man, indirectly or directly, provoked the argument. Either the man was Blanche’s father, or related to her rather than to Anne, regardless of the relationship. He may or may not have been present, but he was the cause of the argument.

(Pause.) It was not in Saratoga. Blanche was angry and revengeful, and also she expressed, literally, repentance. She felt that the incident disturbed Miss Healy through the years.

Now the incident either occurred in Miss Healy’s dining room, the one with which Ruburt is familiar, or in a room very similar, in color and markings and period. No one knew of the argument but the two women, and neither of them told anyone. (Long pause.) The remark made by Blanche had to do with death—something to the effect, quote: when I’m dead you’ll be sorry. (Pause.) The word freedom was said or implied; death giving one or the other, then, freedom from a situation.

(9:32. Jane was out as usual but remembered most of the material. While giving the data she had an image, not clear, of the dining room in Baltimore where Jane and a companion ate, in 1951 or 1952. Neither Blanche or Anne lived in Baltimore in 1938. Jane was aware of this while giving the data, but made no attempt to block Seth. Jane met Blanche in 1948 in Saratoga Springs, and doesn’t know whether Blanche and Anne knew each other in 1938. Blanche never said and Jane did not ask.

Before this he did not dare rock the boat, to his way of thinking. He did not believe I was a survival personality strongly enough to request that I even try to convince him.

The time was bound to come, for wholehearted acceptance. Before he did not wish for it. Now that he does, we will be able to bring it about. I have always gone as far in this direction as Ruburt would allow me to go, for I have had his health and welfare to consider.