“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Now. Our friend Ruburt was bound to come to this point. Regardless of what he believes about himself, his complete belief in me will only be arrived at intuitively and emotionally.

It was indeed intuitive and psychic connections that brought me here, and it will be intuitive and psychic connections that finally cause Ruburt to accept me wholeheartedly.

(A long pause, well over one minute; eyes closed.) His poetry copies were in a room predominantly blue, light blue, and pink. (Pause.) The file cabinets were beneath another piece of furniture, or a top board of some kind. (Pause.) There was some question as to what would happen to letters from Ruburt, and others. The letters are still in a strongbox, and have not been destroyed, but Anne Healy does not have them. They have been overlooked. (Long pause.)

Now the incident either occurred in Miss Healy’s dining room, the one with which Ruburt is familiar, or in a room very similar, in color and markings and period. No one knew of the argument but the two women, and neither of them told anyone. (Long pause.) The remark made by Blanche had to do with death—something to the effect, quote: when I’m dead you’ll be sorry. (Pause.) The word freedom was said or implied; death giving one or the other, then, freedom from a situation.

Now. Ruburt wants to see me. He wants to sense me, and to believe that I exist in precisely those terms that I have told him.

I am speaking now of the egotistical Ruburt, you understand. Now his desire will bring results. Before, no results would have been accepted by him.

The time was bound to come, for wholehearted acceptance. Before he did not wish for it. Now that he does, we will be able to bring it about. I have always gone as far in this direction as Ruburt would allow me to go, for I have had his health and welfare to consider.

Ruburt has learned considerable control over his physical body, quite without realizing it, as a result of his difficulties. The control will serve us well, and allow the spontaneous self more freedom in sessions.

We hope now that our regular two-session week will be normally resumed. One session may involve whatever Ruburt has in mind. The other will definitely be concerned now with theoretical material. (Pause.) I will make what suggestions I think helpful as we go along.

My heartiest wishes, and we shall see each other shortly, under good conditions. In this case Ruburt shall see me also. Then with his full cooperation we can really begin our work.