“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Now. Our friend Ruburt was bound to come to this point. Regardless of what he believes about himself, his complete belief in me will only be arrived at intuitively and emotionally.

She said things at that time that wounded Miss Healy, and her message is that she regrets the words deeply, particularly now. (Pause.) I believe the incident occurred near the supper hour, and in a dining room or restaurant. A man, indirectly or directly, provoked the argument. Either the man was Blanche’s father, or related to her rather than to Anne, regardless of the relationship. He may or may not have been present, but he was the cause of the argument.

Now. Ruburt wants to see me. He wants to sense me, and to believe that I exist in precisely those terms that I have told him.

Before this he did not dare rock the boat, to his way of thinking. He did not believe I was a survival personality strongly enough to request that I even try to convince him.

He had been fighting his own intuitional knowledge. This is one of the main reasons that he did not publish a meaningful book earlier. He had the ability, very strong creative energies, but he did not have the idea or principle to unite him as a personality and focus his energies. This has been given to him, though it has taken work on his part.

The time was bound to come, for wholehearted acceptance. Before he did not wish for it. Now that he does, we will be able to bring it about. I have always gone as far in this direction as Ruburt would allow me to go, for I have had his health and welfare to consider.

Now, to all our benefits, he is willing to allow me to go further. (Long pause.)

(After sending J. P. a copy of the last session, the 388th, held December 20, we recently received a very pleased letter from him. He reported that his wife seemed better, that he himself understood more now, and that he had some unasked questions for Seth.)

I suggest then, that we end, and let our friend quiet down. He has become nervous because of the import of this session, but this will quickly pass. He will be quite as acquainted with me as he wishes, before we are done, and there may be indications before our next session. During the evening hours.