“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

This course however will work, and is working. Thus far you have been struggling against an environment in which many items have been charged, and now you are endeavoring to change this charge.

As energy and strength grew while you were away, susceptibility to the environment would have largely diminished. This way is somewhat more difficult but will prove effective. Working with the charged environment in this manner can cause various flare-ups, which however disappear immediately as the changes continue.

When Ruburt’s work is done in the bathroom and bedroom there will be another marked improvement, and a new plateau of recovery, from which he will climb still further. He has more energy now you see, though you may not realize it—energy to think of classes, and energy for enthusiasm.

The tremor in your hand began when the jealousy began to take hold. You felt you had a shaky hold then, and that the foundations of your work and married life were shaky.

If he feels this is withdrawn his secure confidence is shattered and his energy dwindles. In his case however there is no danger that you would be emotionally smothered, for he has also this love of work and isolation, and feeling for his and your independence.

We are working through some material here. Give us a moment. (Pause.) He will give you immeasurable freedom when these requirements are met. I say give you, since these are freedoms an individual could not obtain alone. His literally tremendous energy, given spontaneity through his confidence in you, is to some degree then turned over to you, and can be used in your work.

There is an intuitive bond between you however, very deep. His poetry to you is good evidence of this. You do inspire him. He senses and reacts to parts of you with which neither of you are consciously familiar. He speaks out your sense of wonder and fantasy, that was squelched when you were a child, but finds release in your work.

You, incidentally, can use this sense of loyalty, for you did not receive it in the past in this existence. It brings out the best in you and in your work, and represents a rich emotional loam that you need to draw out certain elements of your own personality. On Ruburt’s part it is the main tie with the physical universe. A strong statement. But secure in it, you both are free to reach into other existences. Without it you would not be tied securely enough to this earth. There is an interaction, naturally. The loyalty is there but you bring it out and it serves you both therefore. Without you, literally, Ruburt in this physical life would not be able to express nor free it. Do you have questions?