“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

Now. The suggested vacation would have broken up the last of Ruburt’s symptoms more quickly than your present course.

When Ruburt’s work is done in the bathroom and bedroom there will be another marked improvement, and a new plateau of recovery, from which he will climb still further. He has more energy now you see, though you may not realize it—energy to think of classes, and energy for enthusiasm.

Ruburt must make an attempt, and a good one, to express his feelings, positive and negative.

Your intimate lives, your intimate experiences, suffered. Ruburt, sensing your jealousy, ran away and would not be deeply touched. This was to some extent in retaliation. Also however he had shut down so many spontaneous feelings toward you, because he feared them, that it was difficult to be spontaneous when he wanted to be.

This session should lead to a very important understanding on both of your parts. (Long pause.) I believe the small bed pillow used by Ruburt has a connection with your mother, and should not be used.

Now. For your personalities in this existence, you both made the ideal choices. You had been waiting for each other. The possibilities of your relationship had the power to bring about the fullest possible developments of your personalities. Ruburt’s energy has an explosive nature. Your more regulated pattern adds sustenance to his own, and sustains him when his energy output is low momentarily.

You, incidentally, can use this sense of loyalty, for you did not receive it in the past in this existence. It brings out the best in you and in your work, and represents a rich emotional loam that you need to draw out certain elements of your own personality. On Ruburt’s part it is the main tie with the physical universe. A strong statement. But secure in it, you both are free to reach into other existences. Without it you would not be tied securely enough to this earth. There is an interaction, naturally. The loyalty is there but you bring it out and it serves you both therefore. Without you, literally, Ruburt in this physical life would not be able to express nor free it. Do you have questions?