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I recommend that he serve his notice to his Mr. Miller, though he on his own does not feel quite ready to do so. There should be full steam ahead in the proper direction. However a touch of this docility operates in that he fears saying no to the nursery school proposition.

Soon the old native exuberance will completely return, and now there will be a direction for it. A very small point here for you. You resented your mother’s frequent house cleaning for several reasons. First of all you deeply feared that in rearranging her house she was merely playing with surface arrangements, and would not touch the deeper dilemmas of the family.

But you also feared the opposite, that she would disrupt a status quo that was highly delicate. Unpleasant but bearable, and that the resulting situation would be pure chaos and disruption. You have feared disruption, not realizing that it results in creation, and yes, in birth.

From the chaos of which you are frightened, you make your order in temperas. You could however do some excellent in oils if you could rid yourself of the fear that they represent. There is no need to force this. I believe you will automatically work out of these fears, and find yourself free to choose either medium.